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Post by Dapper[Twily]{Spike} on Sun Feb 16, 2014 3:41 am

haaaaiiii everypony Big Grin
weeelll... my friend showed me a song today... and... when i listened to it... it made me think of all of da pains of switching and watnot and i just feel soooo close to it...


{I'll spare Pinkie the pain of doing in-depth cross-analysis between the lyrics and her mind. Bolded items are the ones that her mind puts the most thought into.

"Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars

Yeah, we'll be counting stars"
When Pinkie was Twilight, she often times had many, many different ponies pop into her head. From Luna to Applebloom and everypony in between, she kept sort of jumping to one another often by means of oversuggestibility. She had been looking deep into this problem for quite a while, and the solution that often pops up again and again was becoming Pinkie. Becoming Pinkie was her "counting stars" instead of "counting dollars" as Twilight (smart investment doge pony)

"I see this life
Like a swinging vine
Swing my heart across the line
In my face is flashing signs

Seek it out and ye shall find"
When Pinkie looks through her history, she sees all sorts of things that indicates that she was Pinkie, from a tad amount of silliness to the huge emphasis on being happy.

"Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told"
Again, the signs. She was a Pinkie in Twilight's body. She wasn't who she was supposed to be, yet at the same time she was more serious than a Pinkie normally would be thanks to Twilight hypnosis. Due to this, nopony really took the thought that she might actually be Pinkie as something one could consider; it was always a thought thrown away. As a result, she kept compressing it and compressing it in her mind.

"I feel something so right
By doing the wrong thing
And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing"

When the desire got serious enough, it was crippling. What she knew as right (listening to the Twilight file, being Twilight) felt wrong and she didn't feel like she should do that. But when she downloaded the Pinkie Pie file and prepared to listen through its contents real quick, it felt right to her, spite the fact that it was "wrong" for her to download and listen to it as Twilight.

"I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive"
Well, it's not that she's killing herself by becoming Pinkie, nor is it giving her any sort of lively rush, but she feels this amazing feeling of joy and perfect synchronization when she becomes Pinkie and it simply takes over the feelings as Twilight, which could sort of be considered "killing" the old her.

"I feel the love
And I feel it burn
Down this river every turn
Hope is our four letter word

Make that money
Watch it burn"'
She relates this to the fact that when she did decide to make the switch, it was generally disliked among the community. The predicted metaphorical angry mobs came with pitchforks. Every time somepony was upset or mad over it... she felt upset. It took a lot of mental strength for her to make it past this week.

"Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly"
This could be associated with one of the many reasons why the desire to be Pinkie showed up. You see, she leads a busy life. She's juggling school, work, homework, and a high-stress online social life. She has seen no possible escape from the work she has, so her mind may have helped nudge being Pinkie a bit higher on her mental list so she should have some form of escape.

I omitted parts that were repeated or didn't hold much relevance to Pinkie. (i.e. the 4x repeated parts)}

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Post by Cheese Sandwich on Sun Feb 16, 2014 1:12 pm

Ohhhh that make sense ^-^

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Post by Dapper[Twily]{Spike} on Sun Feb 16, 2014 1:37 pm

yeppers Toungue

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Post by Twilight on Sun Feb 16, 2014 1:51 pm

Kind of reminds me of the song "Falling for the First Time" by the Bare Naked Ladies. Except a little more deep, little less silly in terms of the lyrics.


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Post by Dapper[Twily]{Spike} on Sun Feb 16, 2014 2:53 pm

*giggles*
weeeeelllll
dis posty sort of became un-relatyed to me...
ill post about it in a new journal thingy

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